Life as a introvert
Does it always hurt
Seeing everyone matching in pairs
But still sitting alone
So hard to open up
No one to cuddle or hold
Trying anything to not think
On the ledge thinking of the brink
How will it go down
Reckless acts
Hoping each is the last
Maybe all of this will one day pass
People ask what demons I refer to
Demons are my thoughts
The ones that want to tear me to shreds
Wanting to see my blood spill
Feeling things get dark
As I sink in the blackness of the abyss
I find the peace I'm in need of
Demons or thoughts no longer exist
Neither do I
That's my wish
Pretty simple wouldn't you think
But I know a few people that would be pissed
I guess I should feel lucky to be missed
I rather I never existed though
Cause then I wouldn't cause any pain
I try to break bonds
Hoping to ease the pain
Rather than sharing all my thoughts
Wrapping myself up not wanting to be a bother
It hurts to even talk to family or friends
Knowing none can really comprehend
They just try saying
It's the most sinful of sins
Which is something I can't understand
The belief of fairy tales and magic
It's just like a happily ever after
In truth they don't exist
So why not just believe I'm a fairy tale
And let me leave this living hell
