Jennie, I am not sure if I can recover from your poems about your Grandma anytime soon. I am not sure how much you'll need to recover too. There is a lot of pain in this piece, much more than what I felt in the other one.

It's raw and from the heart, to the heart. Your 1st words in quotation stand alone as a statement, followed by your rebellious emotions on how it really doesnt matter anymore. It is too late, it wont help and it thus it's no use. oneday is not an option.

Your description on how second by second she was being lost brought tears to my eyes. I am really sorry you went through this experience, it is much more struggling when we lose someone slowly. I really understand how you're feeling and I know how hard it is to forget all these hard times and try focus on the good ones.

But with all your sadness you did not fail to draw a beautiful piece. I admire your strength, she's watching over, so keep smiling.