Lover of mine

I am hoping
dear lover of mine
lips silenced as my mind
attempts to capture the
loudness in my heart.
See my heart is screaming for
me to walk away.
my eyes have attempted to
blind themselves from your
wrongfull doings and i have
tried to keep myself warm at
night.
Needing to learn how to be
alone when you were around, i
battered my soul into the
ground.
froze my emotions, so my heart
would hold no expectations.
Fulfilling my role as your
women, i applied duktape to
my lips
Disciplined my mind
and adjusted my bodies
flexibility.
Dear lover of mine
i am hoping that you will hear
my whispers louder then you
have heard my cries at night.
Hoping you will see the beauty
within my rinckls
and stop chasing after young
love that will only last until the
second you are broke.
For each line of age on my face
represents the number of
decades im willing to spend
with you,
with frown lines that have
seen our hardships.
and deeply rooted rinckles
around the edges of my smile
that show the joy you bring to
me
babe, im hoping you will hear
my whispers louder then you
have heard my cries.
Hoping you will warm me up
each night.
Remind me that im beautyful.
Dear lover of mine , im hoping
you will stay
and begging us to fight for
love.