First crush

These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart
Despite all the arguments
I've liked you from the start

I like the way your mind works
The way you're so unique
And when I'm in my darkest hour
I long to hear you speak

I like the way you walk
The way you slightly smile
And when your move close to me
You cause my heart to go wild

I like the ways you're different
I like those mysterious eyes
Actually I like everything
Even what's inside

I long for you to hold me
To feel your lips on mine
I know it isn't work yet
We need a little more time

But these are all the things
I guess I cannot yet say
Like how I somehow manage
To think of you all day

Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me
Just break me and leave
I don't want to have to worry
I don't want to be deceived

How all this can work
I'll guess we'll never know
But don't turn your back on me yet
I'm not quite ready for you to o go

I'm sorry for writing this
But its all I can do
It the only way for me
To say I love you

For these are the words
I just cannot say
But things will be different
One day...