My emotions are choking me,
and i don't know what to do,
I had so much i wanted to say,
So much i had to tell you.
Why'd you have to do this?
Why'd you have to go?
tears are choking in my throat,
emotion i'm trying not to show.
But my heart is shriveling up,
Breaking itself in two,
trying to keep things in check,
but i can't stop thinking of you.
Things are going downhill,
and believe me; they're going fast,
i don't know what do do anymore,
i need to get away from my past.
But my razor blade is calling,
and your not here to help,
i'm trying to keep my sobs in,
Hoping not to yelp.
But my eyes are burning and i cant help it,
I got way to close to you,
This is why i don't trust anyone,
Because they leave no matter what i do.
even though this wasn't my fault,
i still blame me
There was something else i could have done,
but there was no place else to be.
