Even if you hate me
I'll still be around
Watching as an entity
Beneath the sound
I wished I loved you better
So that you would stay
I blame myself
For pushing you away
As I sit here
Paying the cost
Excepting my flaws
Taking this loss
Drenched in the pain
From all these years
Shots to my heart
Flow out my tears
Opening my eyes
Using my ears
Taking these blows
Facing my fears
Only thing I still have
Is our memories
And the pain in my heart
From what was supposed to be
So back to my motions
I shall flow with the sea
Having to let you go
Has set me free