See......
We've never broke up like, for this darned long!
I mean, at least before you came right at me.....
Bringing all your sole beauty all the way with you
Your black long hair perfectly folded in a ponytail; just exactly the way I always liked it!
And the rest, all impeccably put and attended to; again my darling, just the way i always liked it!
Then stand right before me
Taking my hands in yours
And look me straight in the face with your eyes wet
And just so unbelievably forgetting all your pride and ego......
To even say to me that....
"Elias..... I'm sorry
Maybe its not you..... its me
Please be kind to my broken heart, and forgive me"
God, I still remember that look on your face!
But I was a douche bag..... I was
Because I'd always make up with you,
only just to give you another reason to break you!
And now, for all the right reasons
I have a bad feeling that this time; this time is for good!
You ain't coming back with your heart in your hands anymore......
And probably in my dreams at night
You are not the girl that at least for once
I could be human and come to you just to say that....
"Christie..... I care"
Because..... baby, you ain't breathing anymore!
That glint in your small eyes, isn't blinking for me anymore.... the way I always liked it!
And Christie........?!
Standing there beside your death bed, looking at your pale but yet still Beautuful face.....
Was, and still is the worst Pain of my life!
I'm sorry..... I really am
Maybe..... in another life, if I join you
I promise, I will be anything for you!
I will be black, I will be blue.........
Just the way you always liked it!
Just the way you always wished i would
