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by No1ButMe Sep 20, 2014 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
An addiction is an addiction Doesn't matter the kind Where it consumes your life And it takes over your mind Can't sleep through the night Can't take the time to eat You say it doesn't control you But it's the one thing you can't defeat You find it sneaking in your dreams Invading your every thought Quitting, relapsing, quitting, relapsing In this circle you are caught Falling, stumbling, fading Down this never-ending drain On the clothing of life It's a permanent stain Always there to remind you Of what a failure you are And although you may seem happy It's never that far Whether you like it or not You can't throw it away It brans you like cattle And there it will stay Because even in recovery You are still fighting a war And no matter how many rounds you go It will always come back for more And then you think you've passed it That you have finally won Then one thought, one action Has you back where you begun...