Deadly visions

I wish I was a cloud,
So I could fade away-
Vanish without a sound-
Never return again.
Bright black smoke,
Floating through the sky,
Evaporating hope.
Live, and let die.
Blood blood, rain down,
Hush hush, not a sound,
Cry cry, smile dear child.
Softly sweetly, in the wind,
floating, drifting, wasting away.
Choking, laughing, show no fear.
It's good it's bad, oh so gay.
Flutter flutter, little wings,
Hold your satin fast, brusquely.
Listen as all life sings.
Hold to death, closely, tenderly.
Vanish, dear sweet cloud,
Without a subtle trace.
Vanish within the crowd
Leaving behind all grace.
Hold fast to love,
Sink in it's depth,
Love is all you have
When inside you're dead...