I miss you, Always

I miss you.

Every day that passes, I wish- why
couldn't I have just one more day?
Why didn't I spend more time with
you? Why did you have to leave
us like this?

Do you know how much we miss
you...do you know how I would give
anything to trade places or to have
just five more minutes..and I could
tell you I was so proud, I could tell
you how you inspired me, how you
taught me right from wrong...

but she took you away.

She didn't care that you would be
missed; she didn't care you didn't
want to leave us or that you wanted
to live...

she didn't care about anything except
taking you away from us, taking you
from where you really belong.

She didn't care about the pain you were
in, she just viewed you as hers...not
caring of the tears shed as we watched you
slowly slip from our grasp and into hers.

And she gripped you so firmly
that none of us could save you
...but I will never stop missing you.

-I will never stop
loving you.

*She-cancer*

*Dedicated to my beautiful Grandma, who was lost on 29//08/2014 at 5.30pm. I miss and love you, so much.