Comforting thoughts

The only thoughts I find comforting
Are the ones of ending my suffering
Tears fall from my eyes
As I take a late night drive
Driving wondering what to say
To everyone I love and what way
I think of how i would look
With the last breath I took
Will I look full of pain
Does my face look full of shame
Do I look peaceful and at rest
That's the one that sounds the best
Hiding my thoughts of opening my veins
Letting my blood go down the drain
So wasteful of precious blood
Feeling light headed I fall with a thud
Laying in a red tide
Surround by people asking why
I drift asleep closing my eyes
Never to wake or to think another thought.