I thought about you today. It has been a few months now, but it still seems like yesterday. It is hard to live this way. You were my life, but now you have gone away. I feel you so close sometimes. I can hear your encouraging whisper. That is what I miss the most. At times I have tried to move on. I wish it was easy for me. I keep carrying you in my heart. I just can't help myself. Why don't I just let you go? Why can't I just let you go?
