Scared to love you

Why act like you care?
Oh, the hurt you could bring
the pain I can't bare
I'm so scared of this thing

You say that you love me
I'm scared to believe
you want something from me
Then after ... you'll leave

To be left all alone
With a battered torn heart
I'll die from the pain
Why even start.

my number one fear,
is to rely on one man
And to trust him so much
I don't think that I can

To trust him completely
Scares me too much
But perfection is you
And I love how you touch

You caress me so sweetly
And play with my hair
You never did leave me
You show that you care

Baby, I am just afraid
You will leave me one day
You will see all my faults
And be filled with dismay

Or maybe turn cold
And fight with me daily
Cause you think I am flirty
Or think I am crazy

You have a power over me
You don't know what you do
You drive me so crazy
You don't have a clue

Your words are mere air,
they are carved in my soul
Trust isn't easy
Cause the pain takes its toll

But I love how you touch
As much as you can
My vagina and breast
You're such a sexual man

I want us to marry
To touch everyday
To make love all the time
For this I would pay

All of my money
I'll give up this life
to stay with you forever
I will be your best wife.