Suicide

by NoHopeLeft   Oct 16, 2014


The thought of suicide is a subject many people haven't got the stomach or the guts to try and understand. They cant comprehend why anyone in there right mind would, I'm guessing anyone on there right wouldn't think about it.

Ive put alot of thought into this subject as I've faced adversity many times more then my fair share in life, some people slash up arms or legs where people can see but those people who can't understand say its for attention...

As you never been in that situation what makes you feel like you can comment just because you have a great education. As I didn't cut my arms or lower legs I used my thighs or chest where no one would see as it was a release not calls for attention.

Explain that in your fancy books you can't so I get labeled as a fuked up individual. It's a joke in its self I was ment to doing a poem about self harm turned into a rant comment with you experiences

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  • 7 years ago

    by Lost One

    I think its about the illusion of control. Control the pain. Control when it ends. When you're in that place itsl like standing in front of a brick wall and you cant see the happiness on the other side. You're exhausted from trying to climb it. Battered from trying to break through it. And not in the right state of mind to realize all you have to do is go around. Been there friend.

  • 9 years ago

    by Beautiful Tragedy

    I like it. people piss me off when they say it's for attention. Actually, it's a release, a way of coping, and a very silent cry for help. so those of you who think you know anything about self harm, bull shark. because you won't get it until you have done it, until you are in that place yourself. it takes so much to push a person to the point where they want to end their life. it's not about attention, it's about trying to cope with your inner demons, the pain you cant get rid of in any other way. I don't expect you to understand that if you haven't done it. For a girl who has cut herself for eight years, I should know. It was always my side or my knee, making it look like I fell to cover it up. It's a release.

    • 7 years ago

      by Lost One

      It WAS a release. An outlet. But for me it almost let to something more permanent. For my best friend it did. Now its 10 years later and the "writing" on my skin is gone, time has been a great bandaid. It only itches when I think about it.

  • 10 years ago

    by Kelwin lost in thought

    Oh wow. I so feel this. For me I used my arms legs chest and thighs. This poem has slot I can relate to. Very good job

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