Staring up at my ceiling as im laying here with nothing but thoughts of what if's?, what would of been of us? Question after questioning myself into a blank stare of tears running down my heartbroken frown, trying to drown my hope less feelings of our use to be i love you sound, fading away like a rose that grew into lifes hard concrete, no more pain please! My poor heart yelling out as loud as it can but never could you stop to wonder were so much pain could be be pouring out of, pleading for your hearts mercy, rather you stood in one place too long that you ignored the cries for help, so i slowly drowned in my own bottomless lagoon of pain, as i slowly could hear no more birds chirping in love nor the bees racing for their honeycombs, dying from within gasping the hardest for another breath from your sweet and yet so poisonous lips, watch me drown this love into my lagoon of pain.
