Feeling hunger
Uncontrollable apathy
Really starting to sicken me
Rattling my brain
Feeling this pain
Fighting the urges to open my veins
Everything looks so bleak
Nothing matters to me
Seeing my end
Is my greatest dream
Being no more
Nothing in store
For the body lying on the floor
No more fighting
No more tears
Death was the least of my fears
Letting go of those I hold dear
Hurts unimaginably so
Yet I fight to let no one know
Looking at my scars
Feeling pain torturing myself in a way
One way it's relaxing
Filling my mind with physical agony
Taking my mind off mental reality
Some would see this as a fallacy
I wish I could see as they see
Able to live and breathe
Instead of this morbidity
