The weakness inside of me

I've been a quitter and a failure
For ten years now
Got an excuse for everything
Finding ways to give up somehow

I always start with good intentions
But they always falter too soon
It's not like someone is asking me
To go and jump over the moon

My ambitions so far
Have ways been in reach
Always had good people there
Who were willing to help and teach

But I always give up
I must be very lazy inside
Or willing to settle for mediocrity
Never willing to walk, looking for the easy ride

Heck it's no wonder why
I don't have the things I seek
Who wants to help or be around
A man that's oh so weak

So will I ever be the man
That I can see in my dreams
Or will I continue to be a man
Who's falling apart at the seams