Ever noticed?
every time you want to be happy it always backfires?
I'm emotionally broken but no one else believes it.
is it just because I'm good at hiding my emotions.
or is it simply because nobody gives 2 shits.
ever notice?
every time you love a girl she's always taken, heart broken, dying or is diagnosed with cancer.
every though?
that life has never been fair to you.
you always felt like you had everything.
but you only had a few.
ever though?
that it would be better if you just slept.
and never woke back up again,
because your life is shit.
ever pictured?
being happy and smiling for the pictures
ever pictured?
the Christmas tree being full, shiny and filled with presents.
ever gave up?
like there was nothing left.
like you had done everything and
it was just the time to rest.
ever cried?
so hard that you felt pain inside your chest.
so hard that your eyes had nothing else left.
why bother?
when everything you ever had counts for nothing.
why bother?
asking another girl to be your dream.
why bother?
even thinking of having friends?
when they all backfire at you and take the bit left.
why even try?
to scream when no one is listening?
why even try?
climbing when the ladder is too short.
don't forget, we are brothers in the same war,
fighting for happiness while all rest is gone.
