Come rain fall down
With the star I could never own
Put him down,
He should feel the pain
The pain of being low and numb
The pain of being shattered and broken
The doubts of being wanted and ignored
The dark days that the sun never came
Heartfelt verses were dead frozen
It was not easy to live that silent
Knowing I could never reach the star out there
I have survived so far anyhow
Once I used to look up just to see him
Rolling my eyes over a galaxy just to find him
Detecting from far away
I used to know you somehow
Yet you weren't so outstanding
But you knew I was already addicted watching you
So you went too far, Higher and higher
Until I never saw you in my eyes
Anyway I have taught myself not to search for you now
I feel you are not more in my life like a star
But like a heavy sky that is about to fall
Fall to the ground right away and get shattered
My heart is heavy
But it has no emotions for you left
I see you now more than before
But I feel good not looking at you
My heart is still so heavy
But it has no emotions for you left
So I walk away
Smiling at you, who is about to fall
Like an off season rain
I won't be crying
But my conscience speaks to myself
You are still in the deep of my heart
You were the one and only weakness I had
But now, you're the strength that makes me not to care you
I can just ignore you like I never knew you
I can just look at you like I'm looking at a stranger
My heart doesn't weep
But I still have some broken pieces of you in my head
I can't have my heart guaranteed
That you will be permanently erased from there
But happy to know I do not care
Not anymore
Watch me walkway
While you are falling down
I won't be emotional even if you would fall against me
Get shattered before my eyes
I won't be collecting pieces to mend you
I think I'm done
I turned out to be just like you
I learned, getting too emotional is bad for my well being
I'm fine with what I've got
A strong heart that will never beg for love...
