Ever feel as if your heart has stopped?
Ever feel so completely empty that you wonder if you even had a heart to begin with?
Ever feel so un-whole that you want to die from the feeling?
Ever just want to pop a pill?
Down a glass of bleach?
Take a knife to your chest?
Tie a noose?
Just for it all to end?
I want to....
I desperately want to out-run this feeling,
this void,
this emptiness inside my chest,
where my heart is supposed to be,
I have been to more funerals than I have been to parties......
and I don't care
