Screaming crying fighting,
Can't you hear my plea?
I need to get out of here,
Will somebody please help me?
I'm fighting to continue breatheing,
Something nobody really knows,
On the inside i'm freaking out,
Something the never shows.
I'm struggling to be perfect,
I'm very well far away,
But what do i have to do,
To forget about how far my world came crashing down that day.
What do I have to do to be good enough?
I just don't understand,
I'm falling into darkness,
Trying to reach out for a hand.
But nobody's reaching out to help me,
Does anyone even care?
Why does everyone walk away?
why doesn't anyone want to be there?
I know I've been through hell and back,
To everyone that knows me that is clear,
Nine years of four types of abuse,
And even after 3 years of being out I still cower in fear.
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I do anything right?
I can't get out of this nightmare,
No matter how hard I fight.
Things are crazy and I just don't know what to do..
How can I get away?
I lost everything and everyone I had,
All that I have left is you......
