You know when you start thinking
Asking yourself 99 questions
Trying to figure out
Where things went wrong?
You start to Fight back tears
So you dont cry out loud
Instead you cry silently
In that dark place called your room
It hurts too much to speak
So you keep it all inside
Feeling the pressure in your throat
You just want to scream but you dont
You hold your breath to keep quiet
Feels like you can't breath anymore
feels Like you're slowly breaking
Shattering pieces everywhere
Broken because once again it wasn't a stranger to let you down
It was that one person who meant the most to you
Now she's gone
The pain so deep
You avoid the world and just fall asleep
Goodnight and goodbye
