I'm the Problem

I'm the problem,
I need to get it solved,
I can't go on living like this,
I wish I was dead,
That would solve some problems,
I always want to be dead,
Because life a b****,
And no-one cares,
No-one understands,
My life is a nightmare,
I wish I was anywhere but here,
I just want to go,
And let them solve problems,
I feel all alone,
With no-where else to go,
Or anything left to turn to,
But Death.

I'm the problem,
I am trying to solve it,
But nothing helps,
Not counsellors, nor friends,
I don't know what to do,
So I need someone to get me through,
I need my light at the end of this gloomy tunnel,
I want to be near a special friend,
Where I could sort out my life,
And help her as well,
Life is a course,
I don't want to take,
The only thing left is my fate,
What ever happens, happens,
If I die will any one care,
Because I am the problem,
So all that I can turn to,
Is Death.

I'm the problem,
I need to get help.
But no-one sees beyond my smile,
No-one notices when I cry,
Because they think its something else,
But it isn't school all the time,
It is just my life,
That I am willing to take,
Everyone thinks I am different,
But I'm not a fake,
That can't see beyond my smile,
Because I'm the problem,
But all I can turn to,
Is take to my death,

I'm the problem,
But I wish I was the answer,
I'm always wrong,
But all I want to do is stay strong,
But I'm just a fake,
Smiles and all,
No-one can help but me,
But I'm not a problem solver,
I always give advice,
But never take my own,
I'm not the solve,
I'm the problem,
All I can turn to is death.

I'm the problem,
Who will get though?
I will take to an early grave,
I can't keep life going on think this,
No-one sees beyond my smile,
I'm the problem,
Not the solver,
I can't do anything right,
I try so hard,
But I can't pull though,
But this is then end,
All I can turn to is death.