Just a couple things to get out of my head
the thought of her with him on his bed,
the idea of love she has for him
she sees it as a game and i know i cant win.
to suppress the thoughts that are killing me inside
i cut my veins and the thoughts start to hide.
i look back and see all my failures in life
and cant help to think i pushed away my wife.
maybe her cheating on me was my fault,
maybe I'm just weak and i should kill them all.
all the people that seem to hate me
because they deserve this pain and misery.
thoughts of suicide run through my head
a permanent solution to a temporary problem is what she said.
maybe she just wants me to stick around
until the pain is so much that it puts me in the ground
this poem is to express the thoughts i have that are killing me
but in the end i still didn't know what to do, someone please help me and open my eyes so i can see.
what do i do, i really don't know
i just want my life to be over and the pain to just go.
