I am sorry,
That I wasn't there when you needed me most,
I wish I was there with you,
Whatever the cost,
I am always wondering,
If you are alive an kicking,
Or dead and lifeless,
I am always wonder what you are up to when your not online,
I am always thinking you are trying to die,
I wish I could be closer to where you are,
I wish I was there,
But I wish I could talk,
I could talk to you forever,
I am sorry I wasn't there when you were going to die,
I am sorry I couldn't stop you,
Even though I try,
I wish I could help,
I can help you through but only if you let me,
You are always on my mind.