I know one day things have to get better,
Hopefully before they get any worst.
I've tried to prepare myself ahead of time
But I still don't know which comes first.
Now all I seem to do is complain
About how much love I've given and all that I've cried,
looking back only to realize
My life's been nothing more then a bumpy ride.
I've been lied too, mistreated, hurt and abused
Life has been undeniable cruel and unfair.
Even during my most trying times, and surrender
I call out for you but you were never there....
At first I never really understood
Why was it that you couldn't love me back?
I did everything I could for you
Blinded behind the feelings that you lack .
So by then you left me no other choice,
But to lift up my head and just walk away,
But I thank you for all that you did
you directed me toward someone who loves mine today.
