Wheres the one for me?

I have never had the one,
I have never had a love,
I have always dreamt,
But it has never happened,
I wish the boys could see me,
But I am invisible,
I am just the weird one,
I no my time will never come,
But I need someone to help me through this depression,
But will they ever come,
I hope that do,
Before its to late.