It's hard to say goodbye,
Especially to a passion,
When it was a part of you for years,
I don't see what made me who I am anymore,
My ending is coming soon,
I know I shouldn't think its soon to end,
But with all I do,
It will be my end,
Let the streamers fly when I close my eyes,
Where I won't open them again,
Letting my body get weaker,
And letting my body finally give up,
Letting my blood free,
Where it will be in the woods,
All over the trees,
I will finally be at peace with myself,
Finally let death win,
After avoiding death a lot in my life,
But without making her happy,
Seeing her hurt influences this decision,
I'm sorry for all her pain that I cause,
Where I hope she reads this before I choose to go,
And let my body die out
