I sit here and I cut my wrists I wish that I would die. Sometimes I wonder why. I don't do it for attention I don't do it for fun. I will sit here and cry. I have nothing to live for the only thing I have is my little baby niece she is so precious and sweet. I lost my sister now I wish I lost me. Why should I live, but why should I die. I just want to be with my sister so I do it. I miss my sister dearly. So who cares if I die. I have nothing any more. I have nothing what so ever. I will sit here and cut I will sit here in tears. My dad beats on me just cause I took my sisters baby in as my own. Just cause I lost my baby long time ago. So my dad will beat me till I give her up, but I won't so I don't care I will have bruises till I die. O well what the hell who cares why. I don't know I don't care. Who know why. I don't I won't. O well Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
