Everyday living to stow the
agony away.
But I can't keep up with this
unbearable pain.
Just thinking of it tortures
me er'day half of my days.
I can feel my blood rushing
through my veins.
These crushed feelings I've
gained, images of it flare
time and time again. These
feelings of which I wish to
eradicate, are trapped like
memories that are forever in
my brain.
I try to abstain, but the past
is not something that you
can just put away.
We fought like cats and dogs
through the lonely nights.
I tried by all means to make
our love to survive.
I wish you could have seen
the bright side of things but
you chose to turn a blind
eye.
You've given me purpose to
live in life, and that was
loving you till the day I die.
But that commitment didn't
live to fully serve it's
mission.
You chose to live on your
conditions. You had another
guy hidden, and I wasn't
prepared for the
competition.
You left my heart torn apart
splitting like conjoined
twins.
I woke up everyday just to
see the smile on your face.
But as the state am in, I
would never live to see that
privilege.
