Ah, my dear Saffie. I've yet to ever read anything of yours that disappoints, so it surprises me that this one was overlooked.

"I grew jealous of the clouds as they now soak up
more of your tears than I ever did,
before we became soul hearts divided. "

The way that I read this, is either the person who you let comfort you, someone you were close to, has either disappeared or passed away. I'm leaning more toward this is a loved one who passed away, who you had a real connection with. And the reference to the clouds refers to the fact that their tears come from the heavens.

You always word everything with ways that provoke thought to own personal interpretation. This is multi-dimensional, and I feel like could reach someone with personal grasp. It's relatable. And beautiful, as usual. Purely beautiful, and gorgeously written.