The silence is deafening
Only broken by my tears
It feels like ages that you've been gone
Your last words still ringing in my ears
It's only been days, weeks at the most
I'm holding too tight to your memory
Though it's more like a ghost
These menacing daydreams turn to nightmares
With the blink of an eye
It all happened so fast- too fast
I wasn't prepared for goodbye
My soul, as it shatters
The pieces fall where they may
And I'm falling right beside them
Plagued with sorrow and dismay
I've begged God for forgiveness
Asked the Devil for rest
How the hell can I carry on
When my beating heart has been ripped from my chest?
I'm pretending to be happy
My face painted like a clown
But I'm not laughing, this isn't funny
I feel more like I might drown
And I'm screaming at nothing
At the top of my lungs
But you cannot hear my
My voice caught on my tongue
I'm missing my heart dearly
Which you so effortlessly stole
Not even amnesia could end this
It's etched in my soul.
