What was his fear

As I sit there and think to my self
Looking at you and wondering how if felt
Losing someone so close to you
Knowing how you turn so blue
Your heart is like an ocean
Sinking deeper and deeper down
Wishing you could find the bottom by now
Tears of sorrow fill your face
Wishing someone could help erase
The fears and tears that you have
Now knowing he’s gone
Cant see his face
Cant feel his touch
Wishing he was here or you died to
Thinking to yourself
What should I do
The death with no goodbye
Was harder than seeing him die
I wish I was there to save his life
The chills ran up my spine
And the feeling are so divine
Wish he new how much he did
He was there now he’s dead
Looking back in life
And how it was when he was here
Thinking about what it was
That brought him to this
What was his fear

In loving memory of Justin we all miss you