I'm so selfish,
i always got told this everyday,
saying that i should stop being so selfish and kill myself.
that way nobody has to look at my ugly face.
i'm so selfish,
i got told this by everybody,
i don;t know why though, i never put anybody in 2nd place.
i didn't even care if they were strangers,
i put everybody before myself.
i'm so selfish,
because i keep living everyday when i shouldn't even be here,
i should of died for the 4th time as a baby and stayed dead.
i'm so selfish,
because i wasted those doctors time that kept me alive when i was baby, every time the blade danced across my wrist, thigh and hip.
