Hard Just To Leave

I never thought that this would be me,
trapped inside, dying to get free,
I never really wanted you to see,
this person that I've turned out to be,
I never thought that this could be real,
trapped inside, forced just to feel,
I never really got a chance to heal,
this person here is broken, and still,

I find that it's so hard just to leave,
but if I stay I'll only deceive,
'cause I can't be what you believe,
that's just something I can't achieve,

There's just no way that I can win,
I'm losing this again, and again,
there's just something eating at my skin,
my head now is starting to spin,
there's just no hope, this is my fate,
I'm losing, and I'm giving in to hate,
there's just something that you can't relate,
my head now is in an awful state,

And I find that it's so hard just to leave,
but if I stay I'll only deceive,
'cause I can't be what you believe,
that's just something I can't achieve,

I never thought that this would be me,
I never thought that this could be real,
trapped inside, dying to get free,
trapped inside, forced just to feel,

Now I find that it's so hard just to leave,
but if I stay I'll only deceive,
'cause I can't be what you believe,
that's just something I can't achieve,

I never thought that this would be me...