Alone in a room
Everyday not spent killing myself for cheap thrills
Everyday not spent torturing my liver
Everyday spent not killing my lungs
Party hard
Harder
HARDER
Mother would cry
While father would wonder
Would is only would
If she could then she would
If i could then I would
Go back to my mother
Even there would be better than earth
I'm destined for fire and flame
Better than here
Alone in my room
As old as I am
It is still my greatest fear