Shed your light on me when I can't see
All I want to see is your smile
Down in the dumps on a daily bases
So confused by the different people and scary faces
There is only solace
When I see you
When I hear you
Smell you
Touch you
When I taste you
Every part of me wants to be with you
Even when I know the feeling is not mutual
At least that is what I think I know
I do know that every minute wondering is a cruel joke
Played by myself
For myself
Do I love myself
Not as much I want to love you
I am truly expendable
A whisper in the wind
A ghost in a world of humankind
My humanity
Driven by insanity to have you by my side