I'm not actually sure wtf I am doing...

by Crimson   Feb 19, 2015


I have felt pain before,
In many forms
But none like this.
There is billions of songs
Poems and quotes on heartbreak
But yet I was unprepared
I saw it coming but yet
It hit me like truck
Everyday when I wake up
I wish I didn't
Because the truck is still slamming me against a wall
I feel it my bones
I feel like I'm being ripped a part
But when i look at him
He looks fine
He doesn't even miss me
I want to hate him
I want to get over him
But yet I am here crying
Screaming my lungs out
Because he left
Again
I can't do this anymore
People talk about heartbreak
But nothing will prepare you

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  • 9 years ago

    by Sam

    Hello. If this is true, I am sorry that this happened. This seems like it just happened recently, because it is very raw. You put a lot of your emotions into it, and I hoped that it made you feel better writing it. However, I doubt that it did.

    My only advice that I can give you for something like this is to hang on. It is a terrible feeling to have your heart ripped out of your chest, then stomped on by those you love. Even though right now it may be bruised, it will heal over time.

    Good luck.

    • 9 years ago

      by Crimson

      It really sucks... My boyfriend just broke up with me because wants to find himself and I just can't deal anymore..

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