I sit here in disbelief
Its been years since I've looked in the mirror
The man I see I don't recognize...
Eyes dark and tired
Skin pale and alien
Who are you?
Who am I?
What happened?
I strayed from the path I plotted...
I hurt, I've lost, I am lost.
I yell, I scream, looking for reason.
I cry, I look down, I am ashamed...
I stop, look up.
That doesn't mean I cannot be saved.
Love... Will save me.
But I need to want to be saved.
I realize... I don't just want.
I need...
So much
