I want to go home,
I am home sick
Every moment I feel it
Suffocating me,
But I am home
I'm in my kitchen
But its not right
I want to feel it again
What if I never feel it again
That feeling that everything is okay
And even if it wasn't
That you are safe and wanted.
For once in my life
I felt like I wasn't a hassle
Like people wanted me around
I felt welcome
Now I'm left feeling wounded
Lost
Home sick
But not really for four walls
Home sick for a pair of arms
Holding me tight
Those blue eyes staring at me
Lips turned up slightly
Whispering at me
Nothing is okay anymore
