As I sit here at 5 am, alone in my room
My mind wanders to thoughts of you
Not a vivid picture because to meet yet we shall
just glimpses of time that has past in my mind
life is not what I thought it would be right now
I cant pump my finger on it but something isn't right
I sit here and weep for long lost plans
the dreams that I have now seem so far away
I cant help but wonder will there ever come the day
when its not always a struggle to get out of bed
and pretend that I'm happy where I am at this point
However there is hope for me yet
I'm drowning in these waters I've given up control
its your turn to guide me, I surrender all
from this day forward I promise to live
every single day the way I should have before
this life is a gift and I just give it away
to those who mean nothing on any given day
this is the last time I will ever be here
I know you're out there somewhere waiting for me
one day shall we meet and live out our dream
but not today is that time
keep your eyes on the sky and the stars
because there will you find me dreaming of you
