Headaches control my awakening
Shame shadows my heart and soul
The booze, the drugs, no love
In the end it will take its toll
Recklessness leads my mind
The other me can't take control
Death awaits everyone
Don't wait just take me now
Self loathing
Affliction
Bleeding from my addiction
The idea of death attracts
Hell will be my home
Demons rise to my plane
War in my head for control
Inordinate is the darkness that towers my heart and soul
The rum, cocaine, the tramps
Culmination of my life, I caused my detriment
Audacious is my mind
Personalities struggle for supremacy
Eradication is mutual
Can't stand these intervals, bullet with my name
Revulsion of my soul
Tribulation
Depletion of stimulus caused by dependency
The concept of termination alluring my curiosity
I'll find refuge in perdition
