This might seem new to me but even its new it shouldn't be hard to treat a guy right I'm not gonna to say that I love you anymore because that just means the end of the things...I don't want you to leave and find someone better it will hurt..but that's exactly what I want you to do. please do something that will hurt me. I need to be hurt, I want to be hurt because I like you TOO FREAK IN MUCH. it doesn't matter who your with or who you end up with...I told you that I will always like you FOREVER...and I'm praying that one day all the arguments die...and you move on and I'm able to also. but right now, all I know is how hard this is gonna be on me and him forever...and I want someday to be able to talk to him and say that I love him with everything I own. And since I meet you I haven't been able to do that. and neither have you when you said you went to the movies with that girl its been sticking in my head that's all I can think about you and that girl...I believe that y'all didn't do nothing...but its still hardtop see with some other girl at the movies, and her touching you. you said she tried to your hand and you pushed her away. that shows a lot but its still messed up that I didn't find out until Monday and this happened on Saturday. and when this happened today you found out today because I told you. same day. it hurts but its crazy how we still talk... and its crazy how you come back to me at the end of the day. and you tell me that you don't want any other female.
for: Jonathan Powell
from: Katie Vigil a.k.a Khatt
