Engaged to another but in "love" with him,
So many feelings that I can't ignore,
This is making everything very grim,
My heart seems to be at war.
My fiance is amazing who I love dearly,
John is my best friend and almost lover,
I wish I could see things more clearly,
If this goes wrong I will never recover.
Shot to the heart leaving it bleeding,
His finger swirling around in my mind,
Leaving me here alone pleading,
Making my very soul unwind.
Who to choose is the question,
But it is so hard to answer,
Should I deal with this obsession,
Or break away from this cancer.....
