As I hold you in my hand, there is something inside me screaming.
I touch you to my flesh pressing harder and deeper.
I feel the sweet release.
The red river flows.
I see the pain escape from my body.
For so long you have been my only friend.
You were there when others turned their back judging and condemning.
You were there to fill the loneliness,
You were there to ease the pain.
You were there when my tears fell like rain.
It was you that answered my screams of pain.
I keep you hidden so that nobody can see.
They tell me its wrong, what do they know?
You have been my friend for so long.
I place you back in that secret place.
I know with you there we will both be safe.
I know when I need you again, you will be there.
My Razor, My Friend