I once heard, "anger and agony is better than misery"
This is when I started believing,
These past two weeks I dare not to ever repeat,
The cutting and screaming and agony,
It was just all too much for me.
Although I was not alone,
There was this guy, who made me feel alive,
All this pain without any gain, I never thought I'd survive.
He was there with his uplifting smile,
One I would go miles around to see,
Never did I think, this guys really loves me.
It all seemed like a dream,
One that I couldn't wake up from, drowning silently,
I never thought I'd be able to find the real me.
I was losing hope.
This guy I call my King, he's the real hero,
Like a dream come true he saved me,
From what I thought was unending pain,
He makes me sane, he takes away the pain,
Never did I feel so happy to be alive!
I'm glad he came into my life.
