By the end of the day,
we are older and it's undeniable clear
how much we need angels
and mantras as the wind kisses the chimes,
extracting unheard symphonies
from blue butterfflies.
it's still early
but ganesha waits for me.
he knows i stiill carry you
like a lovely burden,
like a portable holy pain
because it is easier to suffer
and blame the clock for not
moving forward
than facing the jealous moon.
you might wonder
if i am tired of myself.
the answer is: yes, i am.
and i am tired of my beheaded fears
and of all the dangerous wounds
revealed every day
when my body touches
your distant land,
feeling just the essential.
but ganesha waits for me
and his hand holds my heart
as if it was a treasure.
and there lies my mystery
and rendemption.
A heartwarming and touching write. Reminds me of the song One Life To Love by 33 Miles. No matter how much we try to feel young again, and to turn back the hands of clock, we just can't do it. We must face the consequences of our actions. Sometimes, what we try to not mind and run away from is the one that really matters and the one who holds our heart.