Bewildering chase of my emotionless mind
The pain that ignited all the vanities inside
the chaos that consumed it from the dawn of time
Vanquished the light deep within, the one that used to shine
Left with a broken shell with broken dreams to blame
Slowly but surely identity fell prey to the flame
Vast ocean that is life, fooled me once for it looked so calm
The ocean disguised to let me believe that there was no harm
For it was the beginning of the waves crashing and smashing
Freezing rain fell heavily and it was mortality I was facing
Holding and sliding, I kept the fight alive
Broke me down to pieces but I had HOPE to survive
I wanted to give up, I wanted it to be over
Giving up was an easy way out, almost everybody prefers
For I knew there must be another way this could stop
I didn't know I had it in me until I fought over to the top
I understood there is only one and only once I'll live
Learned along the way that even I have something to give
So much to life than feeling of worthlessness and regret
But to share and to love as I learned to embrace the hate
