You're my best friend and my guardian angel

You have the voice of an angel, a heart of gold, and you're beautiful outside and in.
I give you my word that i'll always be here for you, no matter what, until time ends.
You're the only one that gets me and the only one that actually tries to understand. You're the one person in my life that knows who I truly am.
On the days where everything's going wrong and my depression becomes more than I can take, you're still able to make me laugh and put a smile a face.
I'll always cherish our friendship and it's something that can never be replaced.
Never thought I would be able to feel love again.
My heart had become so cold and numb.
But with you in my life, I know now that I'm capable of being able to feel love.
My biggest fear is losing you, and I'll tell you the reason why I think I've continued to be so afraid.
Recently, I've starting having this nightmare where you decide you don't want anything to do with me anymore, and then you turn and walk away.
Really wish there was more I could do for you,
I hate the fact that I'm so far away.
I'd give you the world and everything in it, if only I could find a way.
Just how much you truly mean to me, you'll probably never understand.
But I want you to know that I love and adore you with all my heart and everything I am.