Take out my heart;
Take out the pain and
Sorrows of death that are
Inside of my heart.
I pretend to the world
I smile like bees when
They sweet honey,
I shift my anger
And fake it with joy.
I'm not perfect but I try,
Life is a flip in matter of choices
But sometimes you feel like
Your choices have been closed.
Well tribes doesn't hold life,
I sometimes wonder
Why I smile when
I have million thunders in my heart
I whisper rain towards.
Secrets have a way out,
It doesn't matter how we try to hide them,
It just a matter of time
But secrets can defend your humanity.
Why should we have secrets to defend humanity?
I had to set apart from truth,
I hated truth because every time it comes
I have to bleed,
And my blood will have to go deeper than ocean.
I had to decide
Who I will follow between truth and lies,
My mind was with the truth
But my heart with lies
Because it hurt to see storm shine throw the wisdom of pain...
Well, I guess you can never pretend to you self.